First of all this is not the forum to post your " Personal Problems", this is a maths forum wheer only Math or Math related problems can be done!
And secondly as u seemneeding some help i'll help u!they dont hate u , its just the situation which is giving u a hard time not your parents!They dont hate you , and if u wont be there its not that they wouldnt miss u they'd miss u lots and now also they love but they just dont show their feelings!i think u should understand this!
u should do things that make your mom happy and then when shes in a good mood u can tell or talk to her about your feelings!